Episode : I have been thinking
Sunday, November 2, 2008

A Sunday. Woke up late. This was too make up for the lack of sleep that I was having. Only at around 3pm or so did I start to do my work. It has been a very long time since I last wrote a story. Maybe it was when I was doing my O' levels. Now, I had to write a story, or a summary of a story for my design.

When I was younger, I remember when I was complimented on my composition. The teacher gave us one word, and we were to start writing. I never liked writing compositions. Anyways, the word that the teacher gave was 'the crash', or something like that. When we got back our papers, mine was one of those that my teacher highlighted. She said that my story was different from the rest. And she enjoyed reading it. The rest all wrote about an accident, a car crash, while I wrote about something else, can't remember what exactly. I think I poses this ability to think differently and to question, ever since I am young. I do believe that everyone when they are younger have this ability, this gift, but as we grow up in this ready-made world, it slowly disappears.

I am glad that I still have it. Though the world is ready-made, I prefer to customize it myself.

For the rest of the day, I was doing my "aidieation" for 50+ project and another work that I am doing. I am stuck. Yes, me. I cannot believe it myself, but it is happening. I already know my direction, I know what my target need, but I somehow cannot put it to form. I have some forms, but as my lecturer always says, "I need to go deeper". So, the rest of my day was spent watching Heroes season 2 marathon on Star World.


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Aidie blogged @ 7:19 AM

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