Episode : Where do I go from here?
Friday, February 4, 2011

Ok, its after Tekong now. I've been posted to be an NSPI in the police force. Yaa..I was forced (hehe get it..force, forced? Nvm..) to be in the police force now. Its been great here. I've enjoyed my NS life ever since as it is quite slack and I get to exercise my brain in studying Law and practice Design. But, enough about that. The reason I suddenly have the urge to blog right now is not because of that. I want to blog about something I came across today. I can't seem to sleep. I'm hoping that by blogging, it helps. Just hope no one reads this though..especially my gal. Haiz..here we go.

Lets begin with this. My gal went off suddenly to Melacca with her parents on my longest weekend from NS. She will only be back on the last two days of my weekend. How long is the weekend? Well, its Chinese New Year eve (half day) plus the two days of Chinese New Year, add Saturday and Sunday plus Monday and on Tuesday night I'm back to camp(off in lieu from New Year and Christmas). That is 6 days.

I was planning you know to go out with her since its a long weekend, however we never met on CNY eve, on CNY she had to leave for Melacca and be back on Saturday. (The fact that it was sudden piss my off abit.) By then, she'll be tired and on Sunday I guess its family day. At most we go out on Monday, cz Tuesday is book in day. What am I to do?

Well, on the CNY eve, I spent time with my family watching TV together. On CNY, we were off to West Coast for a family picnic so it covers the whole day. Today (Friday), I spent the whole day at home looking at screens. The TV, iPhone and my MacBook entertained me. There were great shows though. However, I felt the urge to go out with someone. Since my gal is not around, my family had no plans, and both my sisters went out. I resort to friends. I clearly have no best friend in a way when you need em and straight away they'll be free.

I do not like to go out with guys as it feels weird, unless they are Rusydi and Yuni. Other then that, I do not think I have any close guy friends. Truthfully, at that moment, I was thinking of going out with a gal. Who? Well, I have not seen Shabrina in a long time, Amelia Natasha was a random pick as I think she'll be cool to hang out with and Carolyn. However, all seem unlikely to go out with me. I mean, who am I (an attached man) to go out on a random date with these gals just cz I feel like it. And Shabrina have been missing, I havnt talked to Natasha since year 2 Poly and Carolyn is like celebrating CNY.

Wake up and smell the air Junaidi! The best time that I could have at the spur of a lonely moment is with my gal. Haiz..what am I to do without her? I guess, I'll be spending alone time again tomorrow. I gotta run some errands tomorrow, so I'll be out and about.

OR, I could just go out with some random girl, have some fun and not tell my gal about it. She would not know about it anyways. Hmm.... How bout it huh??

Damn it this blocked nose! I cant breathe properly, and I want to go to sleep. Freaking frustrated! Why can't I fall ill during camp? Instead, I'm having one during this 'holiday'.

I want my health back, I want my gal back and filled with some money and I want more time with her. Why lately my gal do not want to go out? Believe it or not, its because she had spent too much this month and run out of cash. So, I guess I won't be spending time with her at all this weekend. Cz she have no money. What an excuse. Oh well..if she thinks without money we can't have a gd time den so be it.

Hope that tomorrow I would bump on to someone and that someone shows me a great time. Well, lets just hope yea..

Signing out,
Aidie


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Aidie blogged @ 8:58 AM

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